Saturday, September 1, 2012

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Positivity starts within... You start off swell you'll be alright. You can start with with hope, and the best outcomes will become unexplainable and unpredictable. Thinking of a good day and being on the right track can make ways. I chose this topic because I believe with being positive comes with being more alert and healthy without thinking of the doubts that may come along.

This week I looked forward to Friday just because I knew I needed to get work done before Saturday. My week went by pretty fast, and not too much stress came along now that I think about it. Positive vibes came within my week at nova and throughout the days. Even though people didn't physically look as welcoming as they could have, everything I heard them saying was in good manor. Then theres the people you never thought noticed you..

Monday, making a trip to my sisters house was the best decision made that day. The energy on the bus wasn't too shabby, though I've had better days. Because my nieces are to die for, I dnt mind the headache they seem to bring along. There is always laughter after the girl on girl on girl faulty acts. To me they are more than just neices, they are my subconsciencesness.

I sense that in the world around them, they tend to be giggly all the time, and not just because they're used to it. When I'm around, my perspective about them the prefect little girls who tend to play hard, yet they get mad when they notice why they need bandaids when it's time to come in the house. Maybe it's the fact that I love to see them play, or whenever I just show up, they love it.

I say they are my subconscienseness because they would think of the things I wouldn't in my right mind. It keeps me sane with their over dramatic conversations with eachother, you know. When a certain song, video or movie comes on, Micheal Jackson perhaps, they race to the tv and start dancing. On the iPad, everytime the youngest sister plays a Katy Perry song, they bully her off the device to play a different Katy Perry song and start singing competitions in the living room.

I believe the reason I say my nieces are my subconscience because their world's are beyond my conscience. And it is the fact that kids say the darnest things, yet it makes you think, not just on what they say it's also what they do. They have the opportunity to make me see more than I've done and can do better, as well as my younger sister, but shes doing well. It's the little ones that matter most to me.

When I have a good day, I make it to them for the better. Nothing like vibing with your subconscienceness. In my conscience world around me I hope for the better of mankind and woman kind, when I decide to take a step foward within myself to do more for others. Maybe one day I could be an individualist that could make a positive difference. Concluding there is always a downfall, or maybe they are just actuals for further steps ahead.

2 comments:

  1. I have a question about how you use the term "subconscious": you describe your nieces as that because there is always laughter and that you sense the world around them. But how is that a description of your/a subconscious? I'm not disagreeing with you here, not at all. But how about digging into that a bit more. Because they think of things you wouldn't, would those thoughts be in your subconscious if you didn't hear them say it? Or is this just a case of "the kids say the darnest things"?

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